LAST GOODBYES NEVER LAST

Empty nights
The company of clicks and cigs
Friendships that resemble valium pills
A red cup full of self pity and regret
And i just stare at other peoples lives
I see no skeletons lingering with desires
No rooms with blue curtains
And no one else has blood-red eyes
Like Jeff Buckley never found “grace”
I’ll never find home
But is not your fault or mine
It’s the lack of hallucinations from false loves
The chance to feel wanted,
Not Loved
The hope that you were everything I craved,
Not hoped
Not a voice in the hall